I can still feel your hands imprinting on my bodyI can still smell your strong body spray everywhere I go
I still get triggered during certain scenes on tv
I can hear your voice saying I enjoyed it
You like my body, while I saw imperfections
You didn’t care what no meant
My no’s meant nothing to you
They were just a laugh to my face
You let your friends to use me as your puppet for your puppet show
It was your amusement
I was unconscious and you didn’t care
You wanted power over my body
I’m left to feel like I’m a prisoner and you are free
Are you even guilty at all
You stole my sleep and left me with nightmares
You stole my memory and left me forgetting things
You left me the trauma and the aftermath
I’m left with anxiety
Feeling dirty and unclean
I’m left to put my life back together
I’m left to explain to people what happened
I still feel your hands touching my body
I feel them on my back
I’m trying to forget about you but it’s not working
I’m tired wait I mean I’m exhausted
I’m trying to get my life back together
That you caused me